Poem - The Masquerade of Me

Alone in a world where it seems
Impossible to be alone
Got a place to go
Just not one i would call home
But i guess im used to it

Nothing can describe what's inside
Not even lyrics can save me now
A feeling of emptiness
Has taken its place within me
But i guess im used to it

Having not a clue who i am
I fight to be what's right
I just never succeed
In being who i'm supposed to be
But i guess im used to it

I close my eyes and remember
When everything was right
But then i remember
There was never such a time
But i guess im used to it

The hurt and the pain
Runs down both my cheeks
The hurt and the pain
Drips from my wrists
But i guess im used to it

Dying sound nice
Lying to everyone
About everything
Just continues to get harder
But i guess im used to it

I guess i would to be
A good liar because
Everyone believes me
And my fake smiles
But i guess im used to it