NaNoWriMo - National Writing Month

National Writing Month - also known as NaNoWriMo

I have to writ 50,000 words in a the month. You don't win prizes, just win. the feeling that you can finish a book in a complete month. I have done this is four months so far. It has helped me have courage with my courage. I love writing and being disabled. I can't do much outside the apartments right now. All I know I learned to percevere to do my best. I love writing, both stories, poetry and want to learn to do screen plays one day.

New Goals - 3 Year Goals

Yesterday I got it into my mind I had to rethink the characters, their names (few of them) and also what P.O.V. to write in. I did all that in four hours. I also outlined the story again. It felt like it was going to be hard writing it.

I sat down in my writer's corner at 3:45pm and by 6:25pm I had finished chapter one and began chapter two. I wrote 3580 words in that time. I felt it was awesome to be able to feel like writing. I had this newish laptop. I got from my bro-in-law. He even put office 2007 for me. all I have is office 2003. So now it's flowing good and I love writing.

Pacer is one of our cats. She is a tuxedo cat. She sat behind my laptop screen and fell asleep. She is there right now as I typing this. I feel she is with me in my writing. I think she'll be the best writing buddy I ever had. Still going to keep writing this story.

The story is called - Courage to Weather the Storm. It's a good story in my book. I think I'll get it finished by 1st January if I can. I also planning to write my other stories by 1st October 2018. I need all the luck in the world and prayers so I can do this. It's a lofty goal, but I can do this if I focus and work hard on the stories to rewrite them. 

OctPoWriMo - Day Seven

Missing You

Time moves and things change

As they're supposed to.

I sit on the outside looking in

And think of you.

I think that I should move on

But it's because people keep talking

Like I have to follow.

Can't they tell by now that I'm different?

Not remember how close we were?

I barely left your side

And you stayed with me.

I don't care what they say

Because I miss you,

I miss you so much.

You were my life,

My soul,

My saving grace.

You were my home.

Now you're gone

And so is everything,

Everything I ever knew..

Poem - Big Brother

Big Brother

waiting for my big brother

waiting for his return

waiting for our next adventure

waiting for my big brother

no matter how many days, may pass away

i'l be right, until that day

when you come back, we can play

so until that day, here i stay

waiting for my big brother

waiting for his return

waiting for our next adventure

waiting for my big brother

my big brother, he's so brave and cool

my big brother, he's never a tool

my big brother, so strong and wise

my big brother, see's through your lies

my big brother, so happy and fun

my big brother, he helps a ton ^^

waiting for my big brother

waiting for his return

waiting for our next adventure

waiting for my big brother

W.W.T.D: What Would Teens Do?

Writing Authentic/Edgy Teen Literature

Writing something a pre-teen or teenager would call Edgy and based on real life. THe main stories I love to write about is kids aged 10-13years old. The thing is nothing I've written lately has been classed as edgy. The things I write, I use my childhood experiences and I believe they are good stories. This time I want to get deep under the skin of the main character of my new story idea. This time it will be realistic, authentic and very edgy. Not sure if I should write this story at all.

Using my childhood memories is where I would class as EDGY writing. Even though many things went on in my childhood. I'v never used the abuse I suffered at the hands of the adults who should have protected me. They did the complete opposite. They abused me and got my brothers to do the same. I want to show the kids and teens of this age that they aren't alone. That is why i'm going to try write my new story. I hope in time it will be published and show that even though our parents and adults in our lives don't protect or care about us. God and Jesus do.

I write so that the youth of today can know how much God is there for us. I believe he is one loving and caring Father would will always be there for us. Never stop believing in Him. He is OUR SAVIOR. He gives us unconditional love, never stopping to be there for us...

Dreams and Goals

This morning after my partner left for work, I got onto his computer.  His computer works better than mine right now. My laptop is almost four years old and doesn't work well. I have been thinking about this subject for some time. I wanted to think about what my Goals and Dreams are for the year 2012. Right now I'm working on editing my first novel. I want to gt it published, but I lack confidence.

Goals
1: I want to get a novel published
2: Want to be more confident in my abilities
3: Want to work on my current projects
4: Get my current projects finished
5: To be more focused on my work

Dreams

1: To get something published
2: To have a book signing

Sometimes having goals and dreams you'll make sure you can focus on these and work hard at getting the fulfilled. Sometimes I procrastinate on Facebook. I love to chat to the authors on there and get any advice or talk to some friends as well as playing some Facebook games.