Poem - Spelling my pain

D is for Drugs used to mask the pain, E is for an Ecstasy I long to embrace, P is for the Peculiar way people treat you, R is for Remembering better days, E is for Exit - a way to escape, S is for Solitude always alone, S is for Sadness my only emotion, I is for Indomitable - I will not break, O is for Ostracised - my way of hiding, N is for Never give up never surrender. I spell it so you better understand, What it is to live in this terrible land, A place without hope or light, To you all, I bid good night.