Wednesday Morning

This morning I climbed out of bed around 7:45am. Let the cats into our partners bedroom, well I was getting some clean clothes. For the past hour, I've been updating my profile on blogger and searching the blogs for something to inspire me. The last two to three days I've done nothing but play games and get frustrated about not being able to write. I totally hate when I can't write. It gets me so depressed with the lack of wanting to live. I know many people might think I'm weird or strange, but truthful I get bogged down and depressed majorly when I'm not able to write.

This morning, I thought search blogger to see if you read someones blog maybe I'll get inspired and want to write and write. No I don't have writers block. I just not inspired. Writing to me is a way of expressing my feelings, thought and my soul onto paper and I feel good about it. Writing is something I do naturally. It lets me express who I am on the inside, not how I look on the outside...

New Read - A Writer's Guide to Fiction

Yesterday I took a trip to our local bookstore. It was a good thing. I found this book, which spoke to me. Now soince reading it today, I have come to an understanding that to be a good writer and understand the craft of plotting out and building good characters is the most importan thing a writer should do. Without a guide to what your story is about, who you want to touch and read the book is important also.

I've always wanted to be a writer since moving to America, to be with my partner. To be honest, till I came to America to live I always thought I had no skills at all. Not just no writing skills, but nothing to offer anyone. This has changed, I have come to an understanding that Maybe there is something I can offer people, my memories, my thoughts and my journey in life. FIrst my life partner is such an awesome person. I know I've put, no me, but this body has put them through a lot in the five, well nearly five years we've been in America.

I studied for my GED, which I never wanted to do in the first place. But I did pass the math, science and social studies part, but as for the English, nope. I was crap at anything in the field of writing. But now, I don't find writing a chore, I find it entertaining and a blessing. Letting my imagination run riot. Letting my life experiences merge with my imagination, we write stories and we enjoy it.

Daily Schedule

I have been busy over the last couple of weeks. Right now I'm being pushed  to succeed not by man, but by God. Yes my writing is no longer my talent, God is inspiring me to write my heart out now. I can't get enough of God's spirit in my life. There isn't a day that goes by without me writing about something, reading my scriptures and praying. God is certainly working in my life, guiding my talent for writing. God endowed me with a talent, sure why, but it seems that I have a talent for writing stories and poetry. Finding that God has given me a natural talent for writing.
Each day:

• breakfast
• prayer
• scripture reading
• emails, boards(posting)
• writing(story writing, designing a story)
• lunch
• nap-time
• prayer
• writing
• scripture reading
• emails, blogging
• dinner
• family togetherness

The list above is the schedule for my days from Monday to Friday each week. Weekends are more relaxed and I tend to spend time with my partner, our friends and  family. Sunday is church in the morning, then nap-time after lunch and then spending time together or i get some writing done

Poem - Important to Me

Friend, you're important to me because we share laughters.
Sometimes we share regular laughters,
but at times, we laugh over things that no one but us can find the humor in.
That's my favorite kind of laughter
and you are my favorite person to share it with

You're important to me because we share tears.
sometimes they are regular tears,
but at times they are private ones that only we can share and understand.
those are the most important kind,
and I'm thankful that i have you to share them with

You're important to me because we can share any secrets and know that whether or not we agree with it,
it is in safe keeping.
i know that i can tell you things i could never tell anyone else.

You're important to me because we can share hopes and dreams.
and when we share them, we each know that we have someone who supports us, believes in what we want, and who will hope as much as we do that our dreams can come true.

friend, know that You are so important to me,
there is no person in the world who could ever take your place in my life.

There is no one I'd rather laugh or cry with or share my innermost thoughts with, and there is absolutely no one I'd rather have as my very special friend,
......... it is only you!

Writing - Yes or No?

Tonight has been a rather stressful evening so far. I got angry at computer, phone and my partner. My anger started at low and raised into millions in seconds. I grabbed my bible and turned to Sirach and started to read, then my partner joined me and we studied and read from the bible. This was the best thing I'd done with my partner in months. Reading scripture was very enlightening and good for spiritual growth.

The main point of this post, is that what makes you compelled to write. For the first thing is I believe God gave me the talent for writing. I love writing because it lets me talk about what is in my heart to talk about. I don't write to gain financial promise. I write for the enjoyable feeling I get once I finished a project. I believe in writing if it is in your heart to write. If not, than I suggest you just read books , rather than writing...

Lyrics Talking to You

After listening to the song, I listed below this post. It's a song sung by The Tweenies. The Tweenies is a children show back in England on BBC. I miss the show a lot, as it would always cheer me up to no ends. Look on youtube and search for them. If you have young children, this is a friendly show. A bit like Barney the purple dinosaur.

Hope you like the lyrics, as I do and so does my partner.

Tweenies - Best Friends Forever

I was alone before i met my friends
I never thought it could ever end
I see them all hanging out together
And they were like yeah whatever


it took me a while to understand
all i needed was to be myself
and there's no use trying to pretend
if you really want to make some friends


chorus


so we're telling you that we've been there before
and we realize we know the score yeah
its alright we can hang around together
we and me best friends

forever
any time that your feeling down
all you need is your friends around
its alright we can hang around together

dont care if your hairs to long
we dont care if your clothes are wrong
we can be friends forever

its a drag when you got no friends
you can think it will never end
you see them all hanging out together
and they were like yeah whatever

it wont take long for you to see
everybody is just like you and me
we all feel scared at the start
cuz were born with a human heart

so your telling us we've all been there before
pretty soon you'll know you know the score yeah

chorus

its only natural
that you can get it all confused as we go our own way
its just a waste of time
dont worry you'll be fine
it really doesnt matter today

its alright we can hang around together
any time that your feeling down
all you need is your friends around
its alright we can hang around together

dont care if your hairs to long
we dont care if your clothes are wrong
we can be best friends forever

you can be my friend
its alright we can hang around together
we can be best friend forever
you can be my best friend


anytime your feeling down
all you need is your friends around
its alright we can hang around together
you can be my best friend


don't care if your hairs to long
we dont care if your clothes are wrong
we can be best friends forever